Hmm, was feeling down the whole day. Partly because I failed my stupid Final Theory again. Sigh! Another reason is because I dun wanna go down and help my parents out, but really no choice, because my brother have to go for check-up. Well, no choice really no choice!

Hate the feeling man, why can't they just understand and ask me what I'm thinking? I'm no longer thinking the same way, things change you all know? I was thinking of helping out my brother after he take over the business, when I was still helping you people. But too bad, you all just told me thru actions that you all dun agree with what I was thinking that time. Keep saying my idea won't work, my style won't work, blablabla... FUCK! During that point of time, I kept introducing friends to come our shop buy things, not even a thank you, nvm. What you all told me was, dun trust your friends too much, we better dun accept the agreement, scared my friends will run away. Still say we better depends on working on our own, WTF!? I just dunno what you all are thinking, business can be spread wide towards whole singapore, or even to other countries, but sigh... Really no comments! *I GIVE UP!

I'm DEAD inside, I only know that our relationships as parents and son is drifting way too far apart, till even I dun feel like coming back home. My mind keep telling me to run away, but I'm still persevering. PLEASE! Dun wait till I really runaway from this home...

Who knows right? I actually put a new tattoo, but u all still dunno. What's the point of keep nagging and not finding out what I'm thinking now, what I'm pursuing? I've my own dream you all know? I'm old enough you all know? I need respect, I need my own time, I need care and really CARE! Not those on the surface kind, have you eaten? Are you studying well? Why school keep calling? Why school keep complaining? ARGH!!!!!!

Alright, enough of saying. I'm really tired of those shits! If you all dun wanna give me pocket money, then please say so, the most I'll leave on my own and go out find a job. I believe in myself and I believe I can strive hard and achieve my goal even without all your help!

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